Life is not a fairy tale....
Ever since my sister died
i thought nothing else would be right for me
without my little sister in my life,
so now i try to be the best that i can be
because i know that she is in heaven watching down over her big sister
sometimes i could break down and cry
but i have to stay strong and keep my faith
because even though shes not with me she would want me to be my best

Life is not a fairy tale

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A freak in the morning
A freak in the evening
Just call me up and ill be there when you need me
when ever you want me you can come and see me
cuz you know just what to do
you give me the business
give me the business
give me the business
you give me the business
shawty give me the business
if you know exactly what i wanna do
then imma give the business
oh, oh ohohoh,oh oh, ohohoh
then i'm give the business to you
oh, oh, ohohoh, oh oh, ohohoh
then i'm give the business to you
Baby i'm give the business to you

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Love is when you care about someone so deeply that you just cant explain
how you feel about them,
Love is when you love someone so much you would do any thing for them
Love is when you know in your heart that someone is the right for you
Love is when someone has done you so wrong that the way the feel
about the one your in love with, cant nothing come between you
Love is when you have true feelings of someone and you care no matter
what may happen
Love is when you share your tyme with you and make you feel special
Love is when no one can take what's already there
Love is when your always on tyme
Love is when your not making excuses
Love is when your not saying your sorry every five minutes
Love is when you share your heart with someone

            &nb sp;       That's what young love means

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Baby, i know this, aint gonna be tha last kiss,
last kiss, last kiss

i feel so empty inside
since our last kiss good- bye
picture you in my mind
and i cant seem to rationalize
the way we let it end
it just dont make no sense
this cant be happening
i need you back again
everybody asking questions
like its some kind of obsession
for the millionth time im asking like
but in my heart i know this aint gonna be tha last kiss
boy you know we trill soo stop frontin
oh this feeling is to good to miss
and this aint gon be tha last kiss
never knew it would end like this
said that you would never leave me
but in my heart i know you miss me....................

soooo In my heart i know this aint gon be tha LAST KISS

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            &nb sp;                 my little angel Zyka
i would like to dedicate this blog to my little sister Zyka
One day i was babysitting my little sister when all of a sudden a tradedy happened
My little sister was full of joy and was always happy
so that day she was not acting like herself she was not playable and was not full of joy
Zyka was always the angel that loved to play
so i decided to go and check on her to see if she was alright
because that day she was not playing and usual she didn't cry but that day something was wrong,
so i went to go check on her in the room where i would always read her booktime stories, give her a bottle, play with her, and of course just be her big sister,
so i went in her room picked her up and Zyka was not moving nor not breathing............
so i didnt know what to do, i was scared...
at the time i was just beginning to learn how to drive
so i did manage to call my mama Saaphyri, and my two twin brothers Cassidy and Cortez
so by my mom being so far away
i had to rush Zyka to the hospital
so they was trying to get her back normal
but... by time my mom and brothers made it to the hospital it was too late
my heart fell, i didn't know what to do, i cried and cried and cried
until i cried myself to sleep that night
and as the days go by i blamed myself for want had happen
but it wasn't my fault i did whnt was best took her to the hospital
because they knew want to do more than me,
but today i still can remember my little angel laying in her pretty pink casket
thinking to myself she's in a better place
          but i will always have zyka in my heart forever
    June 23, 2006-Octobor 15 2006
GOD'S  Angel Zyka      Rest in peace baby girl
love you always asia

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this for my people who just lost somebody maybe your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady put hand way up high we will never say bye, bye bye, bye bye
mamas, daddys, sistas, brothers, friends and cousins, this for my people lost they grandmothers put hand way up high we never say bye, bye

as a child there where sometimes i didnt get it
but u keep me alive and i wake up sometimes on a sunday morning
sayin and i miss you, and all the good times we had to together
all them grownful things u never never let me know it u never let it show
because u loved me, and was yours
so much more hurt, wishin you was here today face to face
never knew i could hurt like this
wish i could talk to you for a while
i know your in a better place and no one can hurt you any more
sitten back wishin that u was still here
but know that u one will never hurt u anymore

wish that i could have told u good bye but before i knew it
it was too late
love u truly and you'll always have a place in my heart
and i just wanna say bye bye.


i dedicated this to my uncle who was killed in Atlanta, loved him much and truly and always will so i never got a chance to tell before u left us BYE BYE

            &nb sp;                       Rest in Peace Curtis

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